letter to jon.

Dear jon,

Each time i remember you in my prayers, my spirit cries.

I know how much you are unhappy and struggling out there. I feel especially broken whenever you try to be the person that you do not wish to become. And i know how much you need the Lord.

This scene flashes in my mind alot of times; I always imagine you kneeling down at the altar again, crying. My heart longs for you to raise your hands up high in worship for the Lord again. That was you.

You may feel so weak in the flesh. But i pray for God to rise up the courage in your spirit to run back to the Father. He's been waiting too long.

You are such a dear brother in my heart, that i really never want to lose you to Satan. Come back Home; come back to your Father. Stop being obstinate and stop seeking your own desires in the flesh.

I may mean nothing to you; but i know the Lord still means a great deal in your heart. Dont hide away; don't lose faith.

I will be waiting for the day when you kneel down at the altar again, the day you lift your hands towards heaven to praise the Father. I know when they come, i will be moved to tears.

luv,
mirabel