Yes Lord, it is a vision. of jon bowling down on his knees at the altar in repentance. of him lifting his hands in worship for You Father. Yes it is a vision. Foolish me thought of it as a reminiscence of the past; that was why i didnt dare to think about it. Now Lord, i will cling unto the vision by faith. Thank you Father. :>
Dear Father,
Keep my eyes focused on Jesus. Help me carefully consider him.
Let me see his faithfulness. Let me see his worthiness to be
honored.
Let me see him as the apostle and high priest of my confession.
Let me see him as the one who has called me to a heavenly calling.
Let me see him as the very Son of God, faithful over God's
household, and let me see myself as part of that household of
faith, and let us hold fast our confidence and our pride in our
hope.
In the name of Jesus I ask. Amen.
Father, what can i do for shawna? She doesnt seem too receptive or responsive towards me.
O Lord u be the ultimate judge of whether i have been a good cell leader. Pat's little question dealt me quite a big blow actually. She asked me if she's gonna put yvonne as her cell leader in her application form to volunteer in David Club. God, how has she been viewing me? had i been lacking as a leader in her eyes? God, am i the supposed leader for her? What can i do more for pat?
O Father, i give them all up to you if you did not will me to be their leader. Kah mei, patricia, shawna, joyce. Give them each the best shepherd.
O God.....teach me.
Sigh.
Yes. I havent been prayin enough for them.
Did i direct them towards a certain direction and vision?
God i feel so lacking. I need alot alot of Your grace.
And yes God, how to draw jean, belinda, kah li, hwee jing, minghui, eloisa etc. closer to You?
Your grace is sufficient.
Dear jon,
Each time i remember you in my prayers, my spirit cries.
I know how much you are unhappy and struggling out there. I feel especially broken whenever you try to be the person that you do not wish to become. And i know how much you need the Lord.
This scene flashes in my mind alot of times; I always imagine you kneeling down at the altar again, crying. My heart longs for you to raise your hands up high in worship for the Lord again. That was you.
You may feel so weak in the flesh. But i pray for God to rise up the courage in your spirit to run back to the Father. He's been waiting too long.
You are such a dear brother in my heart, that i really never want to lose you to Satan. Come back Home; come back to your Father. Stop being obstinate and stop seeking your own desires in the flesh.
I may mean nothing to you; but i know the Lord still means a great deal in your heart. Dont hide away; don't lose faith.
I will be waiting for the day when you kneel down at the altar again, the day you lift your hands towards heaven to praise the Father. I know when they come, i will be moved to tears.
luv,
mirabel
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Kelly Clarkson's song has once again touched my heartstrings.
God i need this type of man.
I am a man who will
Fight for your honour
I'll be the heroYou're dreaming of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of Love
Yesh Lord, for the glory of YOUR Love.
Thank You Lord for being in my life.
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