Do you see the multitudes?

hot air rising. nevada was so hot, that the bare grounds were steaming! and mind you, the steam rose several metres into the atmosphere, and was a pretty sight. [22 jun 05. 1304hrs. travelling from las vegas to fresno california]

the vastness of the land never fails to widen my imagination. as my eyes savoured greedily the sights of the land beside the dusty highway my tour bus was steadily chuttling on, my mind wondered playfully what went beyond the horizon. and a second after that, i 'saw' the globe diminish in my mind, the landscape around me becoming a gigantic piece of fabric that wrapped itself round and round and round and round...... [penned: state of nevada. united states. 22 jun 05. 0318 hrs] [imagined: 21 jun 05. noon. travelling towards the grand canyon]

my dear Father, would You always speak to me in a ping-ping-pom-pom-piang fashion? :P

the first song that made me cry before my Abba : Above All

like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall
and thought of me
above all....


the first song that made me kneel before my Almighty : Come to His Courts

Ethics, truth and credibility - these values are what Public Relations is all about.
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(extracted from The Practice of Public Relations, ninth edition, author Fraser P. Seitel)

God if You call me to be a songwriter, please let me write songs like Awesome God.
:>

Thank You Lord.

i cant help feeling more anointed today. :>

was at the encounter @pgp this afternoon, and during the 'holy spirit' session i remembered myself praying like Ps Seng Lee and Ps Roland while asking the Holy Spirit to fill olivia, dawn and corinne. These highly anointed pastors always pray with such confidence and many times, volume, in total faith, when they ask the Holy Spirit to come during the encounters. And that was exactly what i did. To admit, i almost stopped short in a lack of faith ('would it happen, would it happen....?' was racing through my mind), but God surged up an amazing double portion of His faith in me, and before i could hear myself finish my near shouting 'Come Holy Spirit! More! More Lord!' the dear gal fell backwards. And the same thing happened for the other two. :>

i was definitely filled and awed by the Holy Spirit myself during those remarkable moments, even though a familiar dizziness was in my head as everytime i prayed for others during these sessions.

Thank You Lord. You always work things to Your Higher glory, and this time You gave me greater Faith, plus greater anointing that came along with that Faith.

i'm a truly anointed woman of God, and mother of nations! :>

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my mother flew into a rage all of a sudden just now, banging every single thing in her path, and started throwing accusations at me. Hmm i knew probably a fraction of it was really my fault (though i dont know exactly why), but it did feel like she was venting on me. Well i wasnt angry at her in any bit, but it still made me feel sad everytime she was feeling down. Sometimes it made me blame myself totally. Lord, use me to minister to her the way i would to anyone else. Give me the wisdom to discern what is really bothering her. And may You grant her the comfort she needs in her heart Lord. i know You love her so much, thank You Lord.

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a family.

my heart goes out to a family of four - the dad, two sisters and a youngest brother, who in such warm togetherness worked hard at their food stall in a canteen in an office building. they were supposedly the best stall in that place. i wondered much about the siblings' lives (they were between twentyfive and thirtyfive), and how much they sacrificed in order to stay together in that small stall to support one another, especially having observed that the sisters seemed pretty well-educated.

before i could find out more, they had now 'disbanded'; each off to pursue their own plans and dreams. i was sad to see them go; they were such a warm bunch, but i wish them well from the bottom of my heart. it gave my heart an indescribable touch - a family in such concerted love and strength- amazing elements which will see them through their individual walks of life. God bless. :>