wow wow wow. should i have gone for this?? 

singing prayers.

lately i began to pray to God in the form of singing. the words just flowed with music conjured out of my mind. definitely no perfect songs. but they do seemed to flow nice.

there has been a song kept in my heart, with just these mere words that i repeat again and again, and which reveal my cry for this fatherless young generation:

turn the hearts of Your children to You Father. turn the hearts of the children to You.
turn the hearts of the children to their fathers. turn the hearts of the fathers to them. (and You).

album playing: safe in a crazy world _corrinne may

You keep me flying.You keep me smiling.You keep me safe in a crazy world.You understand me.Embrace my fragililty.You keep me safe in a crazy world.And in your arms I find the strength.to believe in me again.

you guys should visit corrinne may's songs at http://www.myspace.com/corrinnemay.

very heartfelt pieces. but i would not recommend an overdose. her songs shine a thin ray of hope through several layers of melancholy. its whether you let yourself be blanketed by the layers or catch that glimpse that ray. (jing dear, this last line is especially for you)

c.a.s.i.NO

my spirit still feels that hint of anger and my heart still pained at the government's decision to build the irs. you know the more they talked about protecting the nation's people from the casinos, the most startling clear it shows that these people fully understood the ills of having one. hmmpf. another question on my mind was, are the lives of the foreigners any less worthy to be protected from these? so exposing tourists to the darkness-es of the never-will-you-win gambling tables and jacks is deemed okay here, as long as they contribute to our economy, even with their lives at stakes?

o lord, we know every person matters to you. singaporean or not. thank you for having blessed singapore so much. you protected us from the tsunamis which could have swept us out in a single swoosh. may your hand continue to be upon this land. i pray that you will not allow any darkness to take over. have mercy my father. hear our cry. (yes. build a disneyland if you will to. *wink to bro whale*)

i am a flower quickly fading.

who am i, that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt
who am i, that the Bright and Morning Star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart

not because of who i am
but because of what you've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
and You've told me who i am
i am Yours, i am Yours

who am i. casting crowns. casting crowns.

album playing: 1.A.M. Revelation

this album holds an upward dimension. when i listen to every song on it, specifically holy spirit come, in awe and you are my all, my heart is lifted, and my sight fixates unto Him. all the time. my heart agrees and aligns with every word in the songs.

thank you lord for this worship band. it is truly your anointed one. :>

it's a b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l sunday.

yeah its a beautiful sunday, a really joyful one as well. You ask me what happened? well today i spent more than half of my day at bt panjang plaza's macs and lot one's macs consecutively. Doesnt sound exciting enough? :>

haa well cos i was with my two beloved daughters! Seeing pat dear once again after that night at her void deck quite some time ago and her beaming face just warmed my heart with so much joy. (this is a hint to pat dear that i seldom see you smile =P) i could sense that she was largely encouraged each time her face lit up when i shared with her what God has been doing and teaching me in my life, and the testimonies from the pastors. Hang on there gal! Cos Jesus is hanging on for you, and i am too! :> *hug* This beautiful daughter is also growing into a lovely young lady! Growing her hair now! Wooh... :>

Next stop, cck macs. tuition with amanda dear. Frankly it was both a joyful and stressful time toiling together with this dear for her exams. haaa (but i dont mind lar gal =P) She was alternating between the trying-to-be-enthu mode and the totally-sianz mode cos we were doing her least favourite subject- chinese. And when she just chose to be quiet for so long, i just felt like grabbing her head and shaking it (in the hope that the answer will then pop into her mind). Luckily i chose to read my bible. But dear, i really sensed you trying. Continue to jia you okay. Hang on there too, cos Jesus and i are also hanging on for you! :> *hug*

~end of summary of my b.e.a.u.t.iful sunday~